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I am in Love...

I am in love with a murderer<br />
<br />
He says he killed for love<br />
<br />
It should chill me, and it does<br />
<br />
But I cannot give up my happiness<br />
<br />
He is my happiness<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
He is tall, thin and hard<br />
<br />
He is honey on his tongue, his voice<br />
<br />
He move likes the grass itself<br />
<br />
Without effort, gracefully<br />
<br />
He never has to do much<br />
<br />
Just appear in front of me<br />
<br />
Silent<br />
<br />
Diffident<br />
<br />
All of him reaches me<br />
<br />
Like the mystery of wind<br />
<br />
When he smiles, occasionally<br />
<br />
I dissolve<br />
<br />
Like a sugar being thrown into boiling water<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
He is so overwhelming<br />
<br />
When he is not in the sight of me<br />
<br />
It hurts and itches me inside likes a healing wound<br />
<br />
So I go find things to hold me<br />
<br />
Smoking the cigarette he left on the desk<br />
<br />
With his favored gesture<br />
<br />
Wearing his sweat-soaked shirt<br />
<br />
With his dirty tie<br />
<br />
And when everything fails me<br />
<br />
I just go hide and cry and cry<br />
<br />
Until he finds me<br />
<br />
And he always can find me<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I crazy about him<br />
<br />
He can do things with my body<br />
<br />
Other men sense and hate<br />
<br />
He likes pulling me down in the dark<br />
<br />
With a lost boy’s smile<br />
<br />
He will lean toward me<br />
<br />
Touch my lips with his<br />
<br />
Then in that very moment <br />
<br />
My heart burns to ashes in his mouth<br />
<br />
My body stings with the sweetness of it<br />
<br />
There is a voice screaming hard inside, but<br />
<br />
All the sound dies out<br />
<br />
In the most excruciating never-ending kiss<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Only his eyes remind me<br />
<br />
He is still a murderer of love<br />
<br />
They are the phosphorescent blue of wolves<br />
<br />
And I am the prey he is pursuing<br />
<br />
Soon to be his next victim<br />
<br />
But I could not care less<br />
<br />
He is my universe<br />
<br />
My brain<br />
<br />
My breath<br />
<br />
My every heartbeat<br />
<br />
Even just for one more second<br />
<br />
I wish he could love me<br />
<br />
Just for that second<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
He is kind to me<br />
<br />
But he has not yet said he loves me <br />
<br />
I think his heart is breaking<br />
<br />
I can offer no cure<br />
<br />
Only to aggravate the whole self-destruction<br />
<br />
Each act is a drowning man’s gasp for air<br />
<br />
His mouth is pumping of mine, for breath<br />
<br />
When he sleeps, he shudders<br />
<br />
The way a child shudders and twitches<br />
<br />
While dreaming a nightmare<br />
<br />
He looks like sixteen<br />
<br />
So young, so harmless<br />
<br />
But already he is dying<br />
<br />
So pallid, so spiritless<br />
<br />
I can see the dark stain at the center of him<br />
<br />
And the beauty fanning out from the center<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I am in love with a murderer<br />
<br />
Soon to be his next victim<br />
<br />
He could not help but doing it<br />
<br />
I know and I ask for no relief<br />
<br />
No sympathy<br />
<br />
No nothing<br />
<br />
When the day comes<br />
<br />
I could just step aside<br />
<br />
I have always loved life<br />
<br />
Whenever I could stand aside<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
So when the day comes<br />
<br />
I could stand thirty yards away<br />
<br />
From him, the murderer of my love<br />
<br />
I will be floating above like a new balloon<br />
<br />
My world is safe then<br />
<br />
And I will tie myself to him<br />
<br />
Following him<br />
<br />
Watching him<br />
<br />
Being in his daydream<br />
<br />
Being in his nightmare<br />
<br />
I must be sick then, but<br />
<br />
I cannot give up my happiness<br />
<br />
He was-he is- my happiness<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I am in love with a murderer<br />
<br />
Soon to be his next victim<br />
<br />
But I could not care less<br />
<br />
What will come, would come<br />
<br />
Even the next second is the last second<br />
<br />
I would rather kiss it goodbye<br />
<br />
On his lips

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