查看完整版本: [網路小說] 杯子，熱水，咖啡粉 作者：藤井樹


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[網路小說] 杯子，熱水，咖啡粉 作者：藤井樹

<font size="3">&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;杯子，熱水，咖啡粉&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<br />
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作者：藤井樹(差點愛上)&nbsp; &nbsp; 本名：吳子雲&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;～於2000-7-16 發表<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;有一天，男孩在女孩的Plan裡發現了一個問題:<br />
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　　&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;-----咖啡&nbsp;&nbsp;時間&nbsp;&nbsp;心-----<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp; 　　　&nbsp;&nbsp;　&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 女孩對男孩說:<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;　　&nbsp; &nbsp; 心是一個杯子<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;咖啡粉是一份喜歡<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;　時間則是滾燙的熱水<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;　將咖啡粉倒入杯中<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;　讓熱水徐徐加入<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;　 不停進駐<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;　咖啡味道會漸漸地轉淡<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;女孩只是想問<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;男孩對她所存的心意是否如這詞意<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;男孩看了問題，嘴角輕輕揚了一下，站起身來，沒有任何回答的走開。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;時間繼續向前走著，滾燙的熱水繼續傾倒著。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;男孩一直在想著這個問題，他每天上線，都會到那女孩的Plan裡，<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;把問題再看一次，也把答案再想一次。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;過了一些日子，天氣有晴有陰，有陽光也有大雨，<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;女孩消失了一陣子，男孩也沉寂了一陣子。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;女孩為什麼消失？<br />
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　 沒有人知道，只有女孩自己知道。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;男孩為什麼沉寂？<br />
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　 男孩為了思考答案而沉寂。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;男孩喜歡到海邊吹海風，聽海潮。<br />
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　 在海邊，男孩可以深思自己心裡不為人知的問題，<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp; 但通常自問自答的男孩，沒有一次得到過自己真正想要的答案。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;女孩喜歡到海邊吹海風，聽海潮。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;在海邊，女孩可以傾訴自己心裡千迴百轉的秘密，<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;但通常只說給海聽的女孩，沒有一次說的盡自己真正想說的心情。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;於是，女孩把心情變成了一個疑問。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;而那個時候，女孩不認識男孩，男孩的生命中也沒有女孩出現。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;直到有一天，男孩在Story裡發表了一篇文章：<br />
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　 「作者&nbsp;&nbsp;hiyawu (差點愛上...)&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;看板&nbsp;&nbsp;story<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;標題&nbsp;&nbsp;像我這樣的男子，在你(妳)心底熨下什麼樣的影子?<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;時間&nbsp;&nbsp;Sat Mar 18 00:29:28 2000<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 一杯飄浮,將咖啡的苦澀均勻分佈於喉尾,<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 整個下午,與戀愁繁憂的自己獨處,<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 這樣的蕭瑟能繼續多久?<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 一壺 Dagiling black tea 加上 紐西蘭純羊乳 的濃郁<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 整個晚上以 Jazz 的多愁善感的自娛,<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 這樣的情緒能綣繞多久?<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 寫幾篇文,留下溫存,<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 翱翔於想像的世界,與謎樣般的妳攜手同遊,<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 男人釋出情來,不吝的付出,<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 無悔的誓約,誰都止不住<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 像我這樣的男子<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 曾有人說我依感戀情<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 若沒有被我愛上與愛我的勇氣<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 最好保持距離<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 像我這樣的男子<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 用多情花心實在不適於形容我的感情世界<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 只有在莫逆之交面前<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 或許才理得清纏了結的受縛之心<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 像我這樣的男子<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 輕愉與快逸一定比別人少了兩斤<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 常故意得在自己周圍灑上憂鬱藍的氣<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 此意味著&quot;不解浪漫,請勿靠近&quot;<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 像我這樣的男子<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 看多了聚少離多的悲劇<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 說不曾真正體會過至愛的去離<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 可能也沒有人會附議<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 像我這樣的男子<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 心情浴褐灰朦時<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 眼角沾染情淚枯坐在樹下<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 連梢上的小喜鵲也感奇妙莫名<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 像我這樣的男子<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 有時也想忘記繁思築憂的本性<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 也許將於徹底覺悟的感覺來襲<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 在街旁隨意的撿一紙葉譜出生命之曲<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 只想輕聲問問:<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 像我這樣的男子,在你(妳)心底熨下什麼樣的影子?<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;By hiyawu藤井樹&nbsp; &nbsp;<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;而女孩也在男孩的mailbox裡留下了一句：<br />
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　 『你差點愛上的，不會只是一個影子。』<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;這是緣份?<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;不知道，真的不知道。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;就這樣，男孩認識了女孩，而女孩的生命中也出現了男孩。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;但男孩沒見過女孩，女孩也沒有見過男孩。<br />
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　 男孩看得見的是女孩寄來的mail，而女孩看得見的也只是男孩回給她的mail。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;從此，男孩每次上線，就會到k孩的Plan裡，看看有沒有答案出現?<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;而女孩呢?<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;女孩也會到男孩的Plan裡看看男孩今天的心情。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;就是這樣模糊又心悸的交會，男孩與女孩之間，像是兩條上了電的線在擦著火花。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;什麼樣的火花?<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;男孩不懂，女孩也不清楚。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;但似乎這樣就夠了，似乎再多出一些些就會太多，少了一些些就會心痛。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;時間繼續向前走著，滾燙的熱水繼續傾倒著。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;男孩的心漸漸的變成了個杯子，也注入了一些咖啡粉。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;男孩在猜測著，女孩注在杯裡的咖啡粉，會不會有屬於男孩的味道?<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;一切又在傾倒著的熱水中度過。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;又過了些日子，男孩忙著自己的事，女孩也忙著自己的事，<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&quot;咖啡，時間，心&quot;的問題似乎被遺忘了一陣子。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;但真的是遺忘嗎?<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;男孩其實一直在猜想著答案，而女孩也似乎一直在等待答案。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;所以遺忘變成了藉口，如果男孩一天沒有想出答案來。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;而遺忘也變成了女孩的理由，不再給男孩mail的理由。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;女孩又消失了，而男孩又沉寂了.<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;當男孩每天上線看不見女孩的mail時，心裡總會陷入一陣莫名其妙的空虛，<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;男孩的生活有了女孩的心影在，一切都不再是原來的樣子。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;男孩在螢幕前體會到酸，當女孩的ID從mailbox裡消失的時候。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;男孩在螢幕前體會到甜，當女孩的ID又出現在mailbox裡的時候。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;女孩沒有向男孩要過答案，而男孩也不敢給女孩答案。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;時間的長短與遺憾的佔據是成正比的。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;當遺憾幾乎要成為兩人最後的結果時.....<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;有一天，當男孩再一次到女孩的Plan裡等待女孩的答案時，<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;看到了女孩寫下的一句話:<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;『藉由此提出的疑問，男孩會怎麼回答呢?』<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;男孩愣了一下，在螢幕前面呆住了幾秒鐘，隨即發出會心的一笑。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;女孩喜歡到海邊吹海風，聽海潮。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;在海邊，女孩可以傾訴自己心裡千迴百轉的秘密，<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;但通常只說給海聽的女孩，沒有一次說的盡自己真正想說的心情。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;男孩喜歡到海邊吹海風，聽海潮。<br />
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　 在海邊，男孩可以深思自己心裡不為人知的問題，<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp; 但通常自問自答的男孩，卻在這天得到一個要給女孩的答案。<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;「我的心是個杯子，杯子裡有咖啡粉，若熱水一次倒完，我將愛妳，一輩子。」<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;* 我的心是個杯子，杯子裡有咖啡粉，若熱水一次倒完，我將愛妳，一輩子。*</font>
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