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[愛情] 仍舊獨行

遇上妳也有半年了吧.. 縱然相處的時間不長..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;這學期每次的見面機會..都不忍放棄割捨..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;無論什麼活動都推掉..只為了見妳短短的的幾十分鐘..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;即使什麼話都沒說..見妳一面的感覺還是那麼美好..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;一再期待星期五的到來..使整個星期的情緒愉悅..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;上學期見到妳的那天..讓一年多來封閉的情緒為之震驚..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;四處打聽妳的消息..僅為再次見到妳..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;好不容易知道了..期末考前夕週週報到..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;卻不敢踏出第一步去接觸妳..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;短短一個月過去..本來將你忘的一乾二淨..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;開學後卻又不經意的遇見妳..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;帶點目的選擇見到妳的時段值班..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;越是高興越是緊張..卻又不知如何與你深談..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;往往只是點頭之交..心中著急卻又不知如何是好..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;之後的活動中..妳主動的過來談天..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;終於發覺自己的選擇沒錯..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;相似的地方太多太多了..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;只要再積極一點..只要再專情一點..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;徘徊在取捨兩難的境界..只為了找到適合自己的..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;維持的也僅是淡淡的友誼..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;或許真的只是欣賞妳..或許只是找到一個可以不再孤獨的朋友..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;但至少有了寄託..有了目標..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;那天妳主動跟我說你有了男友..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;當時我的表情一定很詫異..從妳眼中感覺出來..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;不知道為什麼有如此的情緒反應出來..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;男人的情緒不是被教導的要壓抑嗎??<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;一直覺得作得到這點..如今卻證明了不行..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;也許敏感的妳早已有了感覺..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;才會直接的跟說出來..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;我只能說謝謝妳..讓我那麼快知道..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;在我仍在原地打轉時..切斷了其中的一個可能性..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;不再那麼徬徨..露出了那點曙光..<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;祝福妳..我會保重我自己..<br />
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&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;監視器窺探著匆忙走過的動物&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;每個動物遨遊於自己的空間<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;一張張似曾相識的臉孔流逝而過&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 回應的只是具有五官的陌生東西<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp; 三度空間的交集近似於全等&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;隱約仍有另一度空間隔斷了互動<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;動物的英譯是animal<br />
&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;另一種定義是moving object