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陳若琳@FB 2012-7-13 12:12

二十年後你會比現在更幸福嗎?

<p style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(248, 248, 252); text-indent: 31.5pt; "><b><span style="font-size: 24pt; "><font face="新細明體">二十年後你會比現在更幸福嗎?</font></span></b></p><p style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(248, 248, 252); text-indent: 31.5pt; "><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">記得小時候,我很憧憬長大。因為我覺得等長大了,</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">父母就再也管不著我了。可以想喝汽水就喝汽水,</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">中午想不睡覺就不睡覺,那一定很幸福。</font></span></p><p style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(248, 248, 252); text-indent: 26.9pt; "><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">等我真的長大,父母也的確管不著了,可是當初認為的幸福並沒有到來。因為,雖然沒有人再管我喝汽水,</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">但我發現當初那個理想太微不足道。而且,在得到這個微不足道的自由的同時,又有了新的更大的不自由。</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">比如說:八點上班,哪怕遲到<span lang="EN-US">5</span>分鐘,老闆也要給臉色看。</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">而且那個臉色,比小時候父母的難看得多。</font></span></p><p style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(248, 248, 252); text-indent: 26.9pt; "><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">於是,我反而開始懷念小時候那無憂無慮的生活,覺得那似乎才是幸福。同時,又開始了新的憧憬:</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">什麼時候才能實行彈性的工時,那一定是很幸福的,</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">可以想睡到幾點就睡到幾點,再不用被鬧鈴驚醒好夢,</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">再不用連臉都不洗、牙沒刷,就往辦公室狂奔。</font></span></p><p style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(248, 248, 252); text-indent: 26.9pt; "><font face="新細明體"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 13.5pt; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; ">若干年後,終於實現了彈性的工時。不僅如此,隨著自己混成資深人員,可以想幾點上班就幾點上班,哪怕在家辦公也沒人說你。可是我發現,當初期望的幸福又跑得無影無蹤。因為,隨著年齡的增長,</span></font><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">沒有鬧鈴,早上也沒了睡懶覺的福氣。甚至天不亮就醒來,</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">無所事事的瞪眼到天明。雖然沒人再要求你,可是按時起床、工作卻成了習慣,彈性工時與幸福哪有什麼關係!</font></span></p><p style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(248, 248, 252); text-indent: 26.9pt; "><font face="新細明體"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 13.5pt; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; ">回憶幾十年的工作經歷,我還發現,每換到另一個單位時,</span></font><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">都會有一個感覺令人討厭的主管,往往都會找我的麻煩。於是,每每總是希望這個主管調走,並固執地認為:只要這個人調走,</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">工作就會很開心。有幾次,他不走我走,此處不留爺,自有留爺處。</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">可是,每一次都會發現,無論到哪,</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">各形各色的和我作對的主管都如影隨形。於是又開始憧憬:</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">哪天媳婦熬成了婆,到我能說了算,不用再受主管的氣,</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">那一定很幸福。</font></span></p><p style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(248, 248, 252); text-indent: 26.9pt; "><font face="新細明體"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 13.5pt; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; ">若干年後,終於熬出了頭:自己當上高級主管,可以頤指氣使,讓別人看我的臉色了。可是我發現,當初渴望的幸福還是沒有來。</span></font><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; "></span><font face="新細明體"><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; ">因為,雖然沒有人再對你說三道四,但是,怎麼什麼責任都要我負,大事小情都要我拍板,心怎麼這麼累呢?而且,周邊的人怎麼都變得如此虛偽,自己放個屁,別人都會說香。</span><font size="3"></font></font></p><p style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(248, 248, 252); text-indent: 26.9pt; "><font face="新細明體"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 13.5pt; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; ">於是,天天開會、應酬、聽彙報、佈置工作,</span></font><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">忙得像個陀螺一樣的我,又開始新的憧憬:哪天能夠活得悠哉遊哉,</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">不用再管那麼多事,想釣魚就釣魚,想打牌就打牌,</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><font face="新細明體"><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; ">不用再看那麼多虛偽的面孔、聽那些肉麻的假話、看那些枯燥的檔案,那才是幸福。</span><font size="3"></font></font></p><p style="font-family: Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; text-align: -webkit-auto; background-color: rgb(248, 248, 252); text-indent: 26.9pt; "><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">光陰似箭,轉眼退休了,真的再沒有人要我負任何責任,當初煩人的電話也不再打來,門庭也真的冷落到鞍馬稀,</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">所有時間都屬於了自己,我卻發現,當初渴望的幸福哪裡是什麼幸福,</font></span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; ">&nbsp;</span><span style="font-size: 13.5pt; "><font face="新細明體">簡直就是人走茶涼的冷落和無盡的孤獨。</font></span></p>
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